To someone who keep lingering in my mind

Hello there!

How're you now? Your world just seems to go further away from me. Yet I'll be away from this city for good, and there'll be no more chance for me to see you again, but well.. What's the point anyway.. While it feels like forever since that fateful day, when I decided to move on, but well.. It's hard but I think I make a little progress.. Time will heal I believe.. But the scars will be left.. At moment such as this.. I can only wonder if you right here by my side, we can laugh together.. Cook something nice, chat about anything trivial, forget about our daily life for a bit, dreaming about our future. But well I can only imagine..

Well.. Hoping you're doing well right there. That's the important part.

~Dikirim dari telepun bimbit pintar beri hitamku ;)

To someone whom I try to forget

Hey There,

Well almost a full week since our last contact.. Wonder how are you there, hope it just great tho.. Should be. well it's pathetic for me to still having any thought about you, and well I'm still looking at your facebook page which you suddenly made it private since I asked you things based on your status, and well you never want to add me as your friend anyway haha.. It's just pathetic. Never been an FB friend nor knowing your number.. Well it shouldn't be hard for you cause you already created those limitation, and well, my persistence had made it worse and destroyed the entire memory. Well, that's the only thing I regret, made you feel insecure with my pressence. So.. Just want you to be happy.. With or without me :)

Hope we will met again, even tho it's not possible anymore.. I mean seriously..
~Dikirim dari telepun bimbit pintar beri hitamku ;)

To someone I can't stop thinking about..

Hey there..

I wonder how are you there, what did you have for breakfast? What did you do for this weekend? what song did you hear all this day, it'll be cool enough to know but well, you'd thought that I'll be like a child who needs 24 hours attention and there! I'm being sarcastic again..

Yeah if you know, the most thing I did today was daydreaming.. Wondering what you do.. It's only 39hrs after your last message and my world already turned upside down, well hopefully it's just like eating a very spicy food, drank a cup of hot tea, feel the extreme pain and numbness on your tongue and voila, the spicy food trace is gone.. But it's just more complicated than how it seems, at least for me..

I don't want to forget you..
~Dikirim dari telepon bimbit pintar beri hitamku ;)

unaddicted?

I need new feet these are all worn out
I need a new Head cause I'm all strung out
I pull my hair, I scream and shout to no-one

I need to find a way to spend my time
So you're not always on my mind
I talk too fast, I walk the line, I'm frozen

And I'm tryin to keep it together
It's not getting better, I'm falling faster
I'm walkin on the ashes

Chorus
One more time, or say goodbye
But I can't move on, I go in circles, going down
And take these dreams, cause they're killin me
Hanging by a thread
And I don't know how to get unaddicted

I need your air, can I breathe you in
but you're my light, my prayer, my sin
I'm going down, I'm sinking in to nowhere

I'm everything I dont want to be
I waste my night thinkin you're thinkin of me
I draw this line, I still unwind, its poison me

And Im dying, I just need a savior
chaotic behavior, i'm own trader (?)
I'm sinkin like a stone

One more time, or say goodbye
But I cant move on, I go in circles, going down
And take these dreams, cause they're killin me
Hanging by a thread
And I don't know how to get unaddicted

You're my Judge, you're my favorite thing
You're the only song that I wanna sing
Can I be your number one failure?
Your little piece of insane?
Just like a habit that I cant break
Easy to say I learned my mistakes
But I just keep making 'em
Over and over again

One more time, I'll say goodbye
But I cant move on, I go in circles, going down

One more time, I'll say goodbye
But I cant move on, I go in circles, going down
And take these dreams,cause they're killing me
Hanging by a thread
And I don't know how to get unaddicted

To someone that makes me crazy..

Hey there..

Now I'm looking at you.. Or at least your pic.. You're not that good looking.. Far from perfect tho.. But everything about you is just right. Your pressence comforts me, your smile cheer me, your eyes melt me..

I wish I could be with you, love you, spend more time together, hold your hand, feel your breath, look into your eyes. But well, I don't have that kind of privilege.. Who am I to you anyway? And you'd say that I'm being sarcastic..

But hey.. Can we take a moment? No you won't allow me to.. You know I'd do anything to have your attention.. Or at least I know how are you.. But well.. It'll be too great to become true..

To you.. Don't forbid me to love you.. Cos u're the only reason I can smile when I was in sorrow.. U're the only reason I can cry when I was happy, u're the only reason that my world can be turned upside down.. Just..

Let me love you.. You don't have to love me back.. :'(
~Dikirim dari telepon bimbit pintar beri hitamku ;)

Letter for someone out there..

Hey.. How are you..

It's been um.. 12hrs since I told you that we can't keep contact anymore.. And when I said that I cried heavily for 1 full hour. Thinking about how stupid I've been, hoping something that no one could give me.. Even you can't.. So.. I decided to stop hurting myself for false hope.. You know, when I first met you.. I thought I found a real diamond in the pile of fake jewels.. Maybe you're right, then it's my curiousity that drove me.. And I can't stop it thinking you're the only one who can cure this madness.. But I think I was mistaken..

Well remember our 1st met.. Even our 1st meeting was full of trouble.. I went to the theatre not tell you where the seat was.. And then you just step into the theatre and sat wherever you want.. Well I did feel guilty you know.. I mean I tried to tell you but well i can't due to technical issue.. :) stupid eh? We ate sushi together afterwards when you ordered all those sushi without thinking and then you just told me that you're full and ask me to finish what you started LOL it was a very pleasant night :)

Wonder if you felt the same way..

~Dikirim dari telepon bimbit pintar beri hitamku ;)

Mulai Memasak

Berhubung harga cabai yang melambung tinggi, mengakibatkan harga makanan di warteg yang memakai cabe menjadi lebih mahal dari biasanya, jadi setelah tertunda beberapa bulan, akhirnya gw memutuskan untuk mulai *sedikit demi sedikit* memasak. 

Mengapa memasak? berhubung kost deket sama supermarket jadi gampang cari bahannya, udah gitu bisa mengantisipasi kebosanan menu warteg yang itu-itu aja, selain itu adanya sugesti "makanan buatan sendiri terasa jadi lebih enak" moga-moga bisa turut mendukung gerakan penghematan, terutama di waktu weekend. 

Lalu dimulailah dengan menu pertama martabak mie cakalang. Maksudnya bahannya pake Indomie goreng cakalang aja, tadinya mau heboh pake irisan tomat, tapi eh ga bisa motong tomatnya, kudu liat video youtube dulu mengenai cara memotong tomat yang baik dan benar. mau pake bawang juga ga bisa ngupasnya *efek suara: wap wap wawwww* jadi untuk menghemat waktu yasudah ga pake apa-apa saja.

Jadi overall, dalam membuat noodle cake ini, bahan-bahan yang digunakan adalah:

• 2 butir telur
• 1 bungkus Indomie Goreng Cakalang
• 2sdm Mentega blue band
• 2 gelas air

pertama-tama rebus mie dalam air hingga matang, kemudian tiriskan. Lalu kocok 2 butir telur dan campurkan bumbu mie goreng, minyak, serta tambahkan bumbu penyedap lainnya, garam atau merica sesuai selera, lalu campurkan dengan mie dan aduk hingga merata.

panaskan wajan dan ketika cukup panas masukkan 2sdm Mentega, hingga seluruh mentega leleh, tuangkan campuran mie dan telur ke dalam wajan, lalu tunggu hingga lapisan bawah adonan terlihat memadat. secepatnya balikkan noodle cake tersebut sehingga seluruh bagiannya berwarna kecoklatan, tapi jangan sampai gosong. setelah terlihat matang, bisa diambil dan disajikan. 

kalau berhasil dan rapi sih bentuknya harusnya bulat sempurna, tp ehm.. krn susah ngebaliknya.. yah bisa dipotong ala pizza, dari tengah dan dibagi menjadi 8 bagian. Voila! 

Hati-Hati dengan perangkat Blackberry anda

cerita ini sebenarnya sudah sangat lama berlalu, sudah hampir 6 bulan, namun trauma masih melekat didalam kalbu. ceritanya begini...

Minggu 24 Januari 2010

Hari-hari berlalu seperti biasanya, tepatnya hari minggu seperti biasa, siangnya pergi makan di mie item Plaza Indonesia (Pizza dan Mie item jawa nya NYAMMM) muter-muter sampe sekitaran jam setengah 5 sore, baru abis itu, gw dan satu temen gw memutuskan akan pergi ke Plaza Semanggi walau gw lupa mau ngapain, baru pergi ke cititrans SCBD buat jemput bokap yang bakal mampir ke Jakarta.

Lalu saat menuruni halte Benhill gw meletakkan handset Gemini gw di saku depan kemeja lengan pendek gw, nah apesnya ketika itu gw agak-agak distract krn emang lagi asik ngobrol sama temen gw, lalu ketika tepat di depan tukang cakue medan ada mas-mas ga jelas tiba2 ngerangkul dan ngegoncang-goncang badan gw dari belakang. Kontan gw kaget dan ngerasa blank banget, lalu mas-mas di belakang gw nunjuk ke arah belakang gw dan bilang kalo duit gw jatoh. tuh orang yang ngegoncang-goncang gw tiba-tiba ngedorong gw dan bilang kalau kuncinya dia keinjek ma gw, padahal jelas-jelas ngga keinjek, gw masih mikir nih orang aneh amat.. tau-tau pas tu org mau ngeloyor pergi, temen gw ngingetin gw "LHO HP LU MANA?" dengan kagetnya gw langsung cek saku gw, n isi tas gw dan.. yah HP gw sudah raib.

Orang yang pertama kali gw curigain langsung adalah orang yg guncang-guncang tadi kan karena behaviournya sangat-sangat mencurigakan, gw kontan kejar dan teriakin kalo tuh orang copet, dia malah nyolot balik bilang "jangan asal tuduh lu" tapi keliatan banget mukanya tegang dan ngomongnya agak bergetar bibirnya, trus gw tarik tuh orang, gw geledah, dan HP gw ga ada, kemungkinan udah dioper, trus beda sama kelakuan dia awal-awal, sekarang dia keukeuh pengen kabur, naek angkot 19.

Dasar orang panik tau gitu harusnya daripada digeledah, mendingan gw langsung telepon HP gw saat ditempat pinjem HP temen gw, eh taunya pas orangnya udh pergi baru aja sadar. kita coba telepon kan pasti direject, tapi tuh orang pasti masih ga ngerti cara matiin BB, jadinya masih bisa dihubungi sampe sekitaran jam 6an, dan akhirnya ada yang ngangkat, gw melas2 minta dibalikin dan rela bayar buat nebus, tapi si mas mas itu cuma bilang "ikhlasin aja" dan langsung ditutup. Temen gw langsung pucet dan panik juga liat kejadian langsung kaya begitu, mengingat BB dia juga baru ilang bbrp bulan lalu bersama tas dompet dan ipod nya, jadi dia sangat mengerti kepanikan gw saat itu. gw jadi pinjem hp nya buat ebuddy, dan coba kontak teman di bandung yang punya google latitude buat lacak dimana BB gw, (walau ga guna juga seandainya gw tau) dan teng tong hasilnya nihil, krn dia pas lagi ga aktifin paket BB yg bisa browsingnya. Gw kontan langsung nyesek di dada, BB baru satu setengah bulan, dan udah aktifin paket buat 3 bulan langsung bayar di muka.

Cuman yah disini hikmahnya gw belajar buat nahan emosi gw, lucunya temen gw malah lebih panik dari gw pas nyadar HP gw ilang, trus kan kita langsung lapor ke polisi yang selalu nongkrong di deket plaza semanggi, eh dia cmn bilang "oh di halte? tumben sore, biasanya pagi-pagi" *GUBRAKKKK!!!* trus dia bilang kalo mau bikin surat ilang harus ke kuningan, ga bisa di dia *GUBRAKKK LAGI* jadi ngapain juga dia nongkrong disana, buat nilangin motor lewat paling yah. akhirnya dengan kecewa gw langsung pergi dari sana.. hiks..

Besoknya gw coba ke tempat operator gw dan recover nomor gw yang ilang, ganti semua password IM juga, dan email pengen blok PIN tapi urusannya ribet dan ga bakal bikin HP gw balik, urusin garansi juga percuma. gw bilang ke si mbaknya ati-ati tuh kalo di halte benhil, parah yg nyopet nya. trus dia bilang oh dia juga pernah hampir dicopet, cmn pada kasus dia, dia masih liat HP nya dipegang ma copetnya jd bisa dia ambil balik sambil ngomel-ngomel. buset dah..

kemudian 1 minggu setelah kejadian itu, temen gw yg laen telepon bilang kalo bbm gw aktif lagi, trus mati lagi, baru 1 minggu lagi bbm gw aktif lagi tapi foto n namanya ganti, tuh orang sempet diajak ngobrol ma temen gw, bilang tuh BB dia baru beli di ITC cempaka mas lengkap dengan dus dan garansi, dan dia ga percaya kalo PIN dia tuh PIN curian.

Intinya sih ati-ati aja buat yang pk BB, akhir-akhir ini aja kayanya gw sering banget ngedenger kabar kecopetan or ilang, seminggu setelah gw ilang BB, ponakan temen sodara gw bilang BB nya kejambret pas lagi buka di motor, trus bbrp bulan kemudian gw denger cerita temen gw BB nya ilang di salah satu dept store di mal, trus ada temennya temen gw yang ilang BB nya di gym, ada temennya temen gw juga yang dicopet langsung di depan fx, sampe akhirnya bos gw juga kena, BB nya ilang entah di mobilnya atau di supermarket.

kadang suka gatel n gemes aja liat orang, naek kopaja tapi pamer-pamer BB, bukannya iri atau gimana, since gw juga pk BB, cuma yah tau tempat lha, ato at least lebih hati-hati aja.
tuh pencopet juga kenapa ga BB pejabat hasil korup aja yang diembat, nih rakyat yang BB nya nyicil sampe turun derajat dari naek busway jd naek kopaja aja masih diembat. hahahaha
intinya be careful kalau pake BB, extra hati-hati aja, rasanya sangat tidak enak saat itu hilang. apalagi yang nyimpen nomor rekening, atau bahkan sampe bokep, bisa-bisa kejadiannya kaya vokalis band yang heboh akhir-akhir ini.. :D

CHEERS

A life without Blogging

an idea is nothing without implementation.

It's been a very long time since I posted my last entry, didn't have any clue either what my last post is about. About a year after I graduated from the university, I began to look for job in Jakarta, well now I'm facing a reality when everything wouldn't be as easy as it ever was. but, whateva! let's share the fun stuff here! :D

Actually, even i spent my day without blogging, there still a lot of things worth blogging , and it'll be just pathetic if it just posted in facebook or twitter, since it'll be forgotten fastly. So let's share the tales here in my blog.

post-an ga penting, indikasinya sih, blog ini akan diaktifkan kembali :D