To someone whom I try to forget

Hey There,

Well almost a full week since our last contact.. Wonder how are you there, hope it just great tho.. Should be. well it's pathetic for me to still having any thought about you, and well I'm still looking at your facebook page which you suddenly made it private since I asked you things based on your status, and well you never want to add me as your friend anyway haha.. It's just pathetic. Never been an FB friend nor knowing your number.. Well it shouldn't be hard for you cause you already created those limitation, and well, my persistence had made it worse and destroyed the entire memory. Well, that's the only thing I regret, made you feel insecure with my pressence. So.. Just want you to be happy.. With or without me :)

Hope we will met again, even tho it's not possible anymore.. I mean seriously..
~Dikirim dari telepun bimbit pintar beri hitamku ;)

To someone I can't stop thinking about..

Hey there..

I wonder how are you there, what did you have for breakfast? What did you do for this weekend? what song did you hear all this day, it'll be cool enough to know but well, you'd thought that I'll be like a child who needs 24 hours attention and there! I'm being sarcastic again..

Yeah if you know, the most thing I did today was daydreaming.. Wondering what you do.. It's only 39hrs after your last message and my world already turned upside down, well hopefully it's just like eating a very spicy food, drank a cup of hot tea, feel the extreme pain and numbness on your tongue and voila, the spicy food trace is gone.. But it's just more complicated than how it seems, at least for me..

I don't want to forget you..
~Dikirim dari telepon bimbit pintar beri hitamku ;)

unaddicted?

I need new feet these are all worn out
I need a new Head cause I'm all strung out
I pull my hair, I scream and shout to no-one

I need to find a way to spend my time
So you're not always on my mind
I talk too fast, I walk the line, I'm frozen

And I'm tryin to keep it together
It's not getting better, I'm falling faster
I'm walkin on the ashes

Chorus
One more time, or say goodbye
But I can't move on, I go in circles, going down
And take these dreams, cause they're killin me
Hanging by a thread
And I don't know how to get unaddicted

I need your air, can I breathe you in
but you're my light, my prayer, my sin
I'm going down, I'm sinking in to nowhere

I'm everything I dont want to be
I waste my night thinkin you're thinkin of me
I draw this line, I still unwind, its poison me

And Im dying, I just need a savior
chaotic behavior, i'm own trader (?)
I'm sinkin like a stone

One more time, or say goodbye
But I cant move on, I go in circles, going down
And take these dreams, cause they're killin me
Hanging by a thread
And I don't know how to get unaddicted

You're my Judge, you're my favorite thing
You're the only song that I wanna sing
Can I be your number one failure?
Your little piece of insane?
Just like a habit that I cant break
Easy to say I learned my mistakes
But I just keep making 'em
Over and over again

One more time, I'll say goodbye
But I cant move on, I go in circles, going down

One more time, I'll say goodbye
But I cant move on, I go in circles, going down
And take these dreams,cause they're killing me
Hanging by a thread
And I don't know how to get unaddicted

To someone that makes me crazy..

Hey there..

Now I'm looking at you.. Or at least your pic.. You're not that good looking.. Far from perfect tho.. But everything about you is just right. Your pressence comforts me, your smile cheer me, your eyes melt me..

I wish I could be with you, love you, spend more time together, hold your hand, feel your breath, look into your eyes. But well, I don't have that kind of privilege.. Who am I to you anyway? And you'd say that I'm being sarcastic..

But hey.. Can we take a moment? No you won't allow me to.. You know I'd do anything to have your attention.. Or at least I know how are you.. But well.. It'll be too great to become true..

To you.. Don't forbid me to love you.. Cos u're the only reason I can smile when I was in sorrow.. U're the only reason I can cry when I was happy, u're the only reason that my world can be turned upside down.. Just..

Let me love you.. You don't have to love me back.. :'(
~Dikirim dari telepon bimbit pintar beri hitamku ;)

Letter for someone out there..

Hey.. How are you..

It's been um.. 12hrs since I told you that we can't keep contact anymore.. And when I said that I cried heavily for 1 full hour. Thinking about how stupid I've been, hoping something that no one could give me.. Even you can't.. So.. I decided to stop hurting myself for false hope.. You know, when I first met you.. I thought I found a real diamond in the pile of fake jewels.. Maybe you're right, then it's my curiousity that drove me.. And I can't stop it thinking you're the only one who can cure this madness.. But I think I was mistaken..

Well remember our 1st met.. Even our 1st meeting was full of trouble.. I went to the theatre not tell you where the seat was.. And then you just step into the theatre and sat wherever you want.. Well I did feel guilty you know.. I mean I tried to tell you but well i can't due to technical issue.. :) stupid eh? We ate sushi together afterwards when you ordered all those sushi without thinking and then you just told me that you're full and ask me to finish what you started LOL it was a very pleasant night :)

Wonder if you felt the same way..

~Dikirim dari telepon bimbit pintar beri hitamku ;)